what's wrong with me?

2009-08-04T20:50:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 5:55 and rushed to the shower. Gave James a morning call(which i willingly promised him) to make sure he does not oversleep:). FYI, for today & ytd , james managed NOT to take a cab to school *Claps claps . It's never Mission Impossible :D . Walked to school and reached at 7:20 ? Todays's assembly was at parade square, means Penguin can take the chance to talk all she wants , from H1N1 to Sex to Our Parents to something else. Had DEP which was quite enjoyable. Went to WOO, lets all not talk about it, THEY knows why . Took the bus home, had a bad headache. Had dinner, and now im here blogging :D

2009-07-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

Today went to school from 9-1 for drama, which was quite fun.
Ms Anthoney say i improved :D
Then change into and left for boonlay at 1:30pm.
Took Bus 30.
Reached Boonlay interchange at around 2:20pm? rushed to Mr. Bean for a quick drink as i was so thirsty.
Took Bus 241 and reached church on time :D
Meet Le Yan, Wan Qi, Lee Jie & Yun Ting at the lobby.
i think i like today's service alot :D and i like how Pastor Tan preached us!
Then we had dinner at best, another delicious bowl of banmian!
Went to find the basketball court, got abit lost !
We still found another basketball court and stayed there till 9;15pm (:
James, Jodie, Lee Jie, Li Ying, Veron, Le Yan & many more are kind enough to lend me their hands for me to draw on :D
Yeah, then met mummy at Jp and took a cab home :D
TODAY IS GREAT! WHOOOOHO!

2009-07-13T18:38:00.003+08:00

Today was See-Weird-People day :D

Then litereture was....not as expected.

Library was.....TERRIBLE ! OLD BIRD !

The rest was the same as usual.

Amin gave me another packet of Famous Amos cookies:D

HEHE, you are not Ameannnnn today ;D

Then after school , went to IMM with Amin to buy Green Contacts :D

MAXI EYE IS COMFORTABLE !

Then went home, slacked.

Today is a short day, thats all i can say.

2009-07-11T20:43:00.003+08:00

CHC 20TH ANNIVERSARY!(:

Woke up at 12noon & msg Corrina & Samuel .

Left house for church at 1pm .

Reached Boonlay interchange & 2 , saw Samuel , his friend , WanQi & Yunting .

Oh yeah , & WeiSiang (:

During service , sat with KaiXin & Corrina .

KaiXin was totally high about Pastor Zhuang .

"Pastor Zhuang is cute & hot & handsome" , says KaiXin .

Then worship <3>

KaiXin , Corrina & I was writing craps on phamplets :P

After service , went to eat at Second Best .

James sent me to the busstop , took 242 to Boonlay , then 174 .

Reached home , thank god , Mama haven't reached home :D

YAYAY .Today is a wonderful day :D

Btw , Corrina , i hope you are alright kays (:!

2009-07-08T19:44:00.002+08:00

But i still love you mummy & papa .

2009-07-07T20:41:00.011+08:00

i dont want to be at home ,

it's like hell to me .

Why cant i have a happy family like any other teenagers ?

Talk together , eat together , live together , love one another ,

thats seems 100% impossible in my family .

Firstly my parents .

The last time my parents talk was like .... opps , i forgot when they last talk because i had never see them talk before .

They sleep in a different room i think since we moved into this apartment , which is like when i was 4 . They never looked at each other once , not even a glance .=.

Unless you count the number of times my mum rolled her eye when she see my papa talk to me , comes home or doing anything infront of her eyes .

When they need me to pass stuffs to each other for them , my dad would say :"Gei ni ma lah" whihc also means "Give your mother lah" , my mum would say:"Gei na ge ren" , which means "Give that person" .

But my papa was not really affected by my mum rolling-eyes , i suppose he was used to it .

Secondly , My Mum .

She is a typical singaporean mama , v demanding .

But today , i got v fed up .

Just now , i help her to get her Dynamo so she could on the washing machine , she also ask me to buy bread & other stuffs .

I bought all , except for cereals .

Before she even thanks me for wasting my time & energy to buy & take the groceries , she scolded me , for not buying cereal . Terribly .

Just scold scold scold scold scold scold scold & scold .

She don't let me go to church , which i want to , so i had to secretly go for service every saturday .

Everyday ask me go home go home go home , do homework do homework do homework , study study study .

Nevermind , i follow her orders .

i go home , she ask me buy food buy groceries . I buy .

She never say thank you . i buy wrong , scold .

Just now i was munching on some biscuits , watching tv . She just came & grab my half eaten biscuits & throw it away .

Why is she behaving in such a manner ?

But i am glad that me & my bro relationship is good .

[ All of today makes me think through a lot of things that had happen in my family .

i found tears starting to collect in my eyes .

Things didnt seems to change , but it has cut deeper into my heart . ]

Leaving a scar in my memory .

2009-06-24T16:24:00.003+08:00

19 June 2009 , SHUXIAN's virgin trip to malaysia (:

Resort : A'Famosa (520 "Hectars") , stayed in a Villa ^^

Super Fun ((:

2009-06-19T16:51:00.003+08:00

This post was requested by CYMBELINEKNG .

This woman say my blog seems to have died ...

Oh yah by the way , i'm so bloody bored right now cause no one i asked to watch

Drag Me to Hell

can go , they either have no balls or they got no time lahs ...

FYI , i think i lost all my holiday homeworks ,

so i think i'm going to get hell when school reopens (:

i only scared about Science & Maths leh actually ,

cause this two subject can really Drag Me to Hell if i dont summit on time ):!
i realise i've been ordering food online for lunch & dinner for the past 2 weeks (:!
Pastamania , PizzaHut , Mac , KFC & etc etc .

By the way , i will be leaving for Meleka at .. 8am i suppose (:

I first time go Malaysia sials , sounds pretty pathetic to me :\

i'll be buying GUMs GUMs & more GUMs for myself & friends (:!

&&& the photos above are taken 4 days ago ?

i went to KKhospital with my Mama & Korkor ,

they getting new specs

& i gotten myself a BRAND NEW SHADES ((:

&& i ate at Hard Rock Cafe !

Their food is.....................expensively DELICIOUS !

2009-06-12T14:43:00.002+08:00

Back from C.Dance Camp :D

Fun :D

Unexpectable :D

Saddness D:

LOVE :D

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i think i love you :x

2009-05-22T22:14:00.002+08:00

Ohya , my results ..

Not the marks i desired .

English = 50/100 , thats kinda relieving cause i totally dont understand the Compre part .

i got 7/25 for the letter writing , i THOUGHT i did a better job then before , well ...nevermind .

Maths , depressing .

Chinese , 51/90 ,WHOOHO ! Despite i lost 30 over marks for the FIRST PAGE , hahahs , AWESOME .

Literature ! 31/50 , DESPITE i did NOT finished up my paper on time , i still got 31 , i'm kinda happy though i did not get an A2 .

History , Great .

Art , whocares[great too..]

Science , ...

2009-05-22T21:39:00.003+08:00

So much had happen but i just don't know where to start from .

2009-05-16T20:19:00.002+08:00

Yesterday , go to jodie's House for cellgroup RETRO PARTY :D .

I went with ShiHui & Corrina !

We went to west mall to buy hairbands first :D

We three bought the same ones :D

Went to arcade play play play !

then took taxi to jodie's house .

$5.40 .

Then we stepped in , everyone shocked .

Because we wear very retro !

ShiHui wore a shirt + shorts .

Corrina wore a sleeveless shirt + shorts .

Me wore a dress :O [Shocked?]

Then with our identacal hairbands , we were like Powerpuff girls !

Then manys say Me & Corrina look alike ?

She is so Adorable :D

At night , went to airport .

Me , Mummy , Kenneth & many more people .

Waiting for my bro & friends .

Then walao , the plane landed one hour later they then come out .

i cannot stand waiting , so i went to eat Dark Chocolate cake at the nearby cafe , myself ..

Then walao , my bro & his friends like moving house like that .

He bro the lauggage initially was 24kg , then he come back , 32kg !

LOLS , he bought alot of stuffs !

BYEBYE .

2009-05-11T21:07:00.006+08:00

I saw this picture in the internet :D

It suppose to say show that when Mas Selamat is in Malaysia , he sells burger for a living :D

HEHE , tomorrow is MATHS & LITERATURE PAPER :D / D:

Another thing , Ducky says its nice when i _________ :D

I saw this news , they say that in japan , they are trying to replace Human teachers with Robot teachers , Robot = No Brain , Stay Stationary .

If they replace singaporeans with robots , everyday would be a holiday :D

2009-05-10T23:53:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY , MUMMY !
I LOVE YOU MUMMY !

Dear Mummy : Mummy , you wont be able to see this cause you dont even know i have a blog , but dont worry , you can FEEL it in reality . Okay , back to topic .

Mummy , if my life its without you , you will not be called "My Life" anymore , cause i WONT have a life , technically . Also must thanks Papa , but i shall leave it for Father's Day . In my 13years & 9months of life , you are always beside me . encouraging me , caring for me , you supported me psychologically , physically & of cause , FINANCIALLY ! I cried for you & i laughed with you . I really thank you for bringing me into this world & placing me into big part of your life . Though i'm sorry that you had to go through the pain on 14 August 1995 . I'm also very sorry for the times i had disappointed you in several ways .
Mummy , i want you to be in my life forever & ever . No one in this world shall break our relationship , for you are the best Mummy i had ever had !

You filled my heart & made my life even more perfect .

2009-05-09T19:58:00.004+08:00

Study study study !

No time to blog now D:

2009-05-08T19:47:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of exams for Sec2E/Na .

Eng & Mtl Paper1 , Compos & informal/formal letters .

First paper , English . Totally screwed up by me .

Second paper , Chinese . Consider it failed .

i just hate studying chinese .

It's just a waste of pen ink , i mean you write so many strokes & all you getis a word ?!

My Chinese compo & informal letter was like full of cancelations .

i spent 45mins on the dictionary , means 1 hour for writing .

How i wished i was taking the CLB paper , or even better , dont TAKE MT .

Tomorrow going to Library with Cym , study for History & Maths .

Must do Mr jay & Ms Tan proud !

Today went to shaofen house for lunch , then came to my house to use the com .

Laughed a somebody DISGUSTING .

& talked about how i resemble a girl in my school .

She went back , and i'm so lonely now D:

GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY TAKING THEIR PAPERS ON TUESDAY !

GIVE YOUR BEST SHOT & WHO KNOWS , YOU WILL GET FANTASTIC MARKS , YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW UNLESS YOU TRY !

2009-05-06T19:59:00.004+08:00

Just came back from voiddeck . Went there to meet JODIE .
Johnny came too .

Then she pass me a pkt of crackers with a secret note stick on it :D

Prayed for me exams :]
Then talk about this Faith Camp .
& about Johnny not winning a beauty pageant xD
Talktalktalktalk .
We say :''Byebye!" , and i went to buy some drinks & fly back here :D

2009-05-06T17:40:00.006+08:00

JOKER OF THE DAY : WEITECK .

As some of you all know my facebook . My status wrote :"I love MOS." .

Weiteck thought it was Ministry of Sex .

When that place sells burgers :]

& i was like :"Weiteck , your eyes small small but you think dirty ey !"

The continued conversation of me & Weiteck .

Exams...exams...exams...I got to pass them=] says:
Oh
First?
You remember people?
I mean primary 1
Why did I say people?
ShuXian agrees with Roxanne , SuperJunior is superr hawwt ! says:
Hahahaha ! People ? Yeah , Who ? i know hundreds of them
xD

2009-05-06T17:16:00.006+08:00

We all know Males have the possibility to have :

BOOBS .

BREAST CANCER

& GET PREGNANT !

Click "GET PREGNANT" .

2009-05-05T23:05:00.003+08:00

It's time to pull up my socks !
Science Notes , done overnight .

Exams are in 3days ?

i am so worried about it mans .

i totally slacked the whole semester .

I slept in almost all the classes dues to the fact that i'm not used to sleeping early .

Now that exams are around the corner , i really have to pull up my socks , work hard to get a min. of 4 A1 .

As i'm not very good in English , Chinese, Lit , i work HARDER for Maths , Science & History .

These 3 subjects are the ones that can save me .

But i promised myself to not fail any subjects :]

Now i'm revising Science , follow by History on thursday .

GoodLuck to every one out there having their exams .

Try your best ! Enjoy the process ! if you can .

2009-05-04T19:37:00.003+08:00

Now talking to Ducky online , VIDEO CALL RULES !
Then i took photo of him , wearing a skinny jeans that has not been worn for 1 year .
HE POSE VERY FUNNY !

2009-05-04T18:01:00.010+08:00

11more days till my brother fly back :)

Yay ! Okay let started off my post with a video :]

Hey people , this is crap xD

These people compressed & twisted Twilight .

4 minutes .

Not a waste of time .

Click Here .

i will/might post small posts later on .

i think i might get used to this short posts thing , it kills less of my brain cells .

Btw , THANK PENGUIN FOR PLACING 100% DETTOL SOAP IN THE TOILET FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE IN TANGLIN ! 100% meaning NO water is added , unlike the ones in kitchen .

Disgusting .

Btw , today Mdm Heng discussed about this CCRS thingy .

FYI , it stands for ClassCommunityRelaySystem .

Which means , in any emergency cases, MdmHeng & Ms Yeo will contact ME & 3 other classmates , then we have to contact the other two choosen-by-MdmHeng classmates .

Btw . today was quite a nice day if you exclude the part where i forgot to bring my thermometer which i'd just bought last friday , it cost $5 each , means i spent 10bucks on 2 stupid themometers! , and another fact that i was drenched when i reached school for the 4th time , despite this time i travelled by bus .___.

2009-05-03T19:26:00.003+08:00

My Mum thinks that our washing machines sounds like a helicopter :]

Last night got many thunder & lightnings .

I saw a long & fat one .

i looked at the lightnings for about 10mins cause i think it's beautiful :D

Then i put on my earpiece & listen to my music .

& slept =.=

12 MORE DAYS AND MY BRO WILL FLY BACK ! WHOOHO !

MY BRO BOUGHT ME A ADIDAS JACKET !

AUTHENTIC , DUH ! I DONT TAKE IMITATIONS !

Okay , got to go now .

Stupid tuitions .

2009-05-01T20:04:00.001+08:00

Fauzi taught me a new word , PEDOPHILE .

It's an interesting word .

That describes THAT PERSON [not fauzi:)]

2009-05-01T18:20:00.002+08:00

My Mummy says that Jonathan looks like Pan WeiBo :D

& even says that Jonathan can be a SUPERSTAR xD

2009-05-01T15:29:00.001+08:00

Kindergarden = Low School
Primary = Medium School
Secondary = High School
JC / Poly = Super High School
University = Expremenly Super High School

2009-05-01T01:38:00.004+08:00

Fauzi says Burger King is NICE .

I say MOS is AWESOME .

& he was like "Ah damn it !"

& i was like "Oh yeah , MOS is smoking hot !"

& it goes on .

2009-04-25T14:53:00.001+08:00

Feeling very pessimistic now .

Praying hard for a Miracle to happen .

2009-04-24T23:06:00.003+08:00

Nothing was Here .

2009-04-24T20:48:00.004+08:00

Cravis .

Is currently giving me Korean Language Lesson .

[a=8][c=39]??????????[/c][/a] reppin PreSkoolFunk says: ahn
ShuXian says: ahn ?
[a=8][c=39]??????????[/c][/a] reppin PreSkoolFunk says: ahn = Ahn nyong which is hello.
ShuXian says: Korean ?
[a=8][c=39]??????????[/c][/a] reppin PreSkoolFunk says: duh lol .
ShuXian says: i though is ahn nyong haesaeyo , or something .
[a=8][c=39]??????????[/c][/a] reppin PreSkoolFunk says: Ahn nyong haesaeyoh is when ur saying adults . Ahn nyong is saying to people at ur age or lower or Ahn nyong means bye bye also .
ShuXian says: Oh .

2009-04-23T20:03:00.009+08:00

Okay , "long" time no blog le .
Here to add something ordinary .
Those who heard that 22July2009 is going to have a tsunami that is going to hit S.E Asia due to an eclipse , i looked at this website , Hopefully you are comforted .
Click Here for the website .
Really hated todays MTL , all your fault Joe , make me think of those things .
No one can comfirm it , it's unpredictable .
It's a God's decision , no one can change the result .
Just pray hard .
Slacked at 4th floor with Cravis , JoJo , Ian , BearBear , Farhan , Shawn & another guy .
BearBear , Farhan , Shawn & another guy are GAYS .
JONATHAN IS CRAZY

There are more pics , trust me .

2009-04-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

My brother is leaving Singapore for SuZhou in the morning .

I'm so going to miss him D:

He come back better buy my bubble gums & chewing gums !

2009-04-18T21:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to Jodie's house with ShiHui for steamboat .

Had prayers & singings before that .

When we were singing a song , Jodie came to me and touched my shoulder & prayed for me .

i cried seconds later .

i really felt something , deep inside .

Just cant say it out .

i will post the pics soon , when i find my usb cable .

I Love God .

2009-04-16T20:02:00.005+08:00

Today is The Day .

It has finally arrived , after months /

SYF'09

i on 5 alarms ytd ,

4:51am, 4:52am, 4:53am, 4:54am & 4:55am .

i used the starting dance song as the alarm tone -.-

to remind me it's The Day , do not oversleep !

Fortunately, i woke up just before the first alarm went off .

Went school with Michelle , reached school at 6am .

Had Saussage McMuffin & a pkt of Apple juice for breakfast .

Thanks to the kind Ms Tang :]

Geled our hair , make-up[pictures with HweeJie], and then we took off .

We waited & waited for our turn .

The Moment has come , we went in , to the back stage .

The lights has dim , music started . the girls & boys were on the stage .

then the dance ended , i knew i did something really wrong , i was very guilty , now still .

To Contemp Dancers : I'm really sorry for my silly mistake at the end of the dance , i really felt guilty , deep inside my heart .

Sorry .

Then we continue to start practising our dance for tml's IFD .

it's a Full House thing .

Good Luck to all Dancers , SecOnes too :D

Btw , for SYF , we gotten a silver .

2009-04-10T22:49:00.003+08:00

Went to City Harvest today , invited by James . Along with Douglas .
To celebrate Good Friday , also known as Easter Day .
Watch a drama performance , about JESUS HAD RISEN .
The show was very entertaining & touching .
i almost cried , true .
i met new friends , some is in TSS too , got closer to them tosday .
Jaren [ Mr Friendly] , ShiHui , Johnny , Jodie & YunTing .
YunTing very friendly also , i shall call her Ms Friendly .
i really enjoyed by day in church today , i would love to join them .
Its a bonus when 70% of them are Tanglinians
Trying to boost my power of persuation by being a good girl these days , to make my mummy allow me to go to CH .
Lets all pray for that !
i really want to extent my knowledge in The World of God .
We shall all thanks God for what he had given us , and forgiving the big & small sins .

2009-04-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

My father is showing me now a tv show on real-life tsunami that hasd happened before at a village .

i look at it , my eyes were like coming out of their sockets , i felt very tense , i saw many villagers climbing into a train , ansd locking windows , which they were not supposesd to , as they might not be able to escape when the tsunami lands .

Thousands of people were being washed away , those who were saved ran to higher grounds .

After 6 mins , the water level finally decreasewd, but no houses was seen .

i mean although singapore is being protected by countries around us , but should the government do something about it ? i mean a talk/event once a while that will prepare us for natural disasters , it WILL be greatly appreciated by many .

2009-04-06T19:58:00.006+08:00

What have i done wrong this time ?

Why must you treat me with this sucky attitude ?

..............................................................

Today was a total fcuked-up day .

i wanted to start my day happily , but the moment i see your face , it totally ruined the Happy-Monday thing .

Cindy please cheer up , cause i see you in TP , very moody , LaoGong here will be alway there for you .

Dance , MR EUGENE !

HAHAHAHA !

You're superrr funny !

Loved all the gay stories you told us !

The 1st in danceworks is the Indian Dance , then talk talk talk , laugh laugh laugh .

But shuo lai shuo qu , you just cant over the fact that you lost to a gay instructor !

But yeah , in some of our mind , UTG is still the best .

i went home , hoping that things woulds get better .

However , it was just me wishing thinking .

My mum says i cant sleepover at Roxanne's place on 15April .

But i have to , dnacers have to reach school at 6am .

Bus services only start at 5thirty ?

so me ansd michelle decided to stayover at roxanne's place , well , if me , Mich & rox go on our own , as we all got family car , it would take three innocent driver to wake up in the middle of the night to fetch us to school , me ansd mich were just being considerate by sleeping at roxanne place so only one driver need to wake up ...but ofcause , i am sorry for Rox's dad , he is the innocent driver .if you object also no use , also none of your business ...:x

Hope tomorrow will be a better day :D

2009-04-05T13:23:00.012+08:00

Experiences :

1st : Go into a jamming room

2nd : Go into a pub for DanceWorks!

3rd : Drinking RaspBerry Frappucino

4th : Go to Plaza Sing

Yesterday went to DanxceWorks! with Roxanne , Raynee , Bernard , Kenn & Shafeeq .I made new friends :D

then we walked from Clarke Quay Mrt to The Bellini Grande .

Then we are kinda lost there cause we cant find the place .

then we found it , we went in .

UTG WAS DOPE MAN !

BURNED THE STAGE!

then there was this Beatboxer !

i forgotten the name , but he was great !

then Roxanne , Raynee & I went to Starbucks for a bite .

then Shafeeq bought 8 big cookies from 7eleven !

Raynee , Kenn , Bernard , Kenn , Shafeeq & I went to slack behind a enormous dick !
I took a bunch of pictures of Shafeeq Kenn & Bernard .

I'm sorry guys but i just have to post them !

then they kindly accompanied me to to get a TURKISH ICE CREAM !

i totally enjoyesd the whole tricking process !

Bernard wanted to help me take but in the end , ShuXian-The-Brave got it herself !

For $3 .

It was not an ordinary ice cream , it was made of goat's milk if i'm not wrong !

it's as chewy as chewing gum ! Serious ! So it was rather worth it .

then i accompany them to jamming room at err..The Cathay there .

it was an interesting first timer experience !

My ear alomst exploded though .

then we went to Plaza Sing to eat with sherlyn? & Eriza .

Throughout the whole day ,

i heard tons of ghost stories about Tanglin Sec .

I KNOW ALL ABOUT BERNARD NIPPLES !

& HIS EMBARASSING BATHING STORIES !

then Kenn & Shafeeq left , followed by me .

i realy enjoyed todsay !

So fun !

2009-04-03T16:18:00.002+08:00

EARTH HOUR

Lets use environmental-friendly candles instead of electrical light .

They help you make special effects when you are taking shots :]

See what i mean?

I love candles :DDDD

2009-04-03T16:06:00.002+08:00

SCIENCE CENTRE

me & einstein :]

Cindy

Marissa [ hiding behind]

Linda

ShuXian

Me & Marrisa

Me & Laopo Da ren <3

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i gave this cap to Zachary for his birthday , but i edited it of cus, but i forgot to take picture only . Ask him to show you :D

2009-04-03T15:03:00.003+08:00

today first two period is F7N .

PRATICAL EXAM !

then we went into the kitchen .

INGREDIENT CRISIS !

i only brought 25 strands of spaghetti , and a small packet of sauce .

then the others brought lke way more than what i have .

Nevermind , the outcome was to my satisfactory , but the spaghetti abit salty lah :x

then er ... nothing much lo .

Welfare reps[ Cindy Marissa Linda ] organising Class camp for june holidays .

RACHEAL & CHARLES .

DON'T THINK THAT I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU TWO WERE GOING TO DO !

I SAW IT !

2009-04-02T18:27:00.004+08:00

To You ! [not literally]

Fine, i apologies lah !

if you think i had just sabotaged the relationship between you & her ,

well it's not TOTALLY my fault right ?

Think about it .

Who started it initially , seriously .

YOU !

& now you are blaming me for telling other people ?

Might as well you blame me for everything that had not gone smoothly , since you want me to take the blame for this ?

you are angry , ain't you ?

Well go ahead !

Let me tell you something , if this is a April Fool's Joke ,

i'm not going to take it as a joke .

i will be f*ckin' pissed .

You bloody freak , i hate this type of people who just hang up the phone halfway through the conversation in such a ungracious manner , i get very irritated .

Frankly , i know i might be a inexorable person at times , well at least i know where's my problem is , do you ?

Btw , today was a pleasant day till now .

i passed chinese & history test .

Ms Portia no come today, Mr Mohan take over .

i looooooove his accent , inimitable :]

2009-04-01T19:55:00.002+08:00

I WAS FOOLED BY KERTA .

He pranked me for 3 hours ?

From 10pm to 1:25am .

He used another number and contacted me , he named himself Edward .

So, we started messaging & messaging .

and then Kerta msg me, and the contents of the msg was exactly the same as Edward , so i started to get suspicious .

Then i started to talk to Kerta on the phone .

& then on 1:25am

Kerta:"Shuxian , i got something to tell you, Happy April Fools Day !"

& i learnt that

Edward = Kerta

Kerta = Edward

i was sooooo pissed .

& he was laughing all the way ?

But i dont realy care lah ..

It's fun to FOOL & be FOOLED .

C'mon , its April Fool Day .

One year one time leh , must cherish !

Btw , contemp dance .

Sorry Keith Peng & Fauzi , almost bang into KP , scratched Fauzi's hand ?

2009-03-31T20:53:00.003+08:00

Yesterday got Mr Eugene training session .

It was tiring & meant it .

for the first 1/2 hour , we did lots of painful stretchings that strenghten our arms & core muscles .

This may sound sick in the mind , but i sort of enjoy it ?

Next , we had to go to the hall as the room smells !

It started with an pungent scent, like a thousand of sweaty socks .

And then people started to spray different types of deodorant/cologne , -the smell got worser than ever !

Then i was so so so so so tired .

i believe my fellow dancemates felt the same .

Well, today got dance again .

But not as bad as yesterday's .

We kinda slacked for an hour as Mrs Chng got stuck in a meeting with the P .

The Secondary Ones learnt 1-eight of the dance , Can't Help But Wait .

Tomorrow still full house reheasal , well i cant help it .

OH OH OH !

By the way , 16 april is THE DAY .

SYF .

We had to reached school at 6am .

That means we had to wake up about 4am ?

But we cant possibly take the bus as buses dont start till er...5:30am if i'm nt wrong .

SO !!!!

i might be staying over at Roxanne's place !

WHOOOOOO HO !

Then we had to buy Earth tone make-ups , black liquid eyeliner etc etc .

Means.....SHOPPING TIME .

i think i'm gonna shop with Michelle for those stuffs on thursday .

Well thats all , byebye .

2009-03-29T15:43:00.003+08:00

Btw, i'm so proud of myself :]

i did Earth Hour ytd by turning of the lights at my cousin hse for 1hr

& i called home to make sure my bro off the lights too :D

Although i did nt sign up , but it's what i did the counts , right ?

2009-03-29T14:54:00.008+08:00

i'm kinda feeling mentally tired .

but i'm gonna be 100% physically tired next week ..

Before SYF trainings & reheasals ,

dance practices used to be on tuesdays & saturdays .

Now ???

Wednesday's the full house reheasal where all the boys come into the picture .

Mr Eugene says he's gonna invite the girls to join the boys for extra sessions on Mondays .

Training for stamina & strengh .

Mr Eugene did mention that his trainings are going to be tough

So he wants us to be ready for it .

i dont know what am i surpose to do feel or do now , cus i dont really have an idea how he trains to boys to be STRONG .

He does alot of scoldings , but he's kinda of a interesting dance teacher :D

Okay, i really hope i'm ready for tomorrow .

It's Mr Eugene Time !

2009-03-26T19:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday To You !

Happy Birthday To Zachary Yeo Jun Yu !

Happy Birthday To You !

Happy 14th Birthday Zachary !

Hope you liked the cap i gave you :D

Sorry if you think it wasn't very nice ...

i tried !

Hope you everyday happy happy ah !

Love you always:]

Since Primary 6 ^^

My birthday must give me too okay !

2009-03-24T19:49:00.002+08:00

Things still did not get well , as i expected .

But i will wait for the time to come .

Okays, i woke up as usual on 5:50am and i went to take a bath .

i think i took a longer bath then the past cus when i came out of the toilet it was like 6:15am .

but i did nt really react to it ,,

so i just continue my breakfast and get ready to go .

and i was walking down the pathway to the bus stop . and 106 just went pass me, and i was like WTF ?

and it was like 6:40 when i reached my hse busstop .

and the next bus reached at 7:08am !

and its freaking packed .

then i reached clementi at 7:30am .

so i was thinking..."since i am alr late, why nt i take my time to go to school ?" and i did !

i did not do stupit things like chasing after the bus like SOME people in singapore , i just find it pretty much comical & grotesque .

i managed t reach school at 0753 sharp .

Thanks Mr Zulkifli & Mr Tan Eng Wee for not confiscating my phone !

i totally appreciate that .

Today dance was a totally Oh-My-My experience mans !

we have to wear leotards and tights for the whole day , with the presence of Sec1s mans !

then after dance walked Roxanne to clementi .

and when i was alighting 106 a obese aunty just pushed me to the thing that stone-thing-along-the-place-we-wait-for-bus .

and it kinda hit my hip , it freaking hurts me do you know that ?

i'm so sorry i middle-fingered you , but i cant take it ?

But why you must rush into the bus when it is like soo empty ?

2009-03-22T22:52:00.003+08:00

this is linked to the previous post

know the part when i say..

"i really like the way we spend our times tgt "

i dont LIKE it , infact i LOVED it .

so yeah ..

kinda very speechless here but i really want things to get better ,,,

2009-03-22T14:08:00.004+08:00

Something has come between us

partially my fault .

The Gold Paint .

Sorry , thats 100% my fault .

i admit .

i apologies for that .

Same phone ?

thats nt my fault, friend .

i did nt know we bought the same phone .

i did nt een ask anyone what phone you buy .

i was going to buy Samsung F480 but my Mum says it;s too good for me , so she bought a LG for me .

i swear .

So, i dont see the point for us to continue this cold war or femenism thing .

i really like the way we spend our times tgt .

Good Friend .

I really dont want this misundertanding to ruined our friendship .

if you still angry , then i just let you cool off first .

i'll wait .

i did not get angry cus ..

It Takes Two Hands To Clap .

thing would get worse .

i was hoping thing would get better as time pass ...

So yeah , thats it, hope you read this .

It meants alot , although is just this feel lines ..

2009-03-15T16:47:00.003+08:00

14 March 2009

Happy Birthday Cymbeline !

Happy Birthday Joe !

Thanks for lending money to me at White Dog's Cafe , Joe !

Cindy , qi si wo le !

13 March 2009

Pei Hwa Dinner !

Pei Hwa celebrating 120th anniversary !

Table 4 :

Shuxian Cymbeline

Jueyin Enli

Faye Joe

Kah yong Nicholas

Aaron Gerald

Kah Yong, next time bring your own utensils !

2009-03-09T21:57:00.002+08:00

CASIA'S BDAY ! 8/3

2009-03-05T22:23:00.003+08:00

I'M VERY SCARED!
IT STARTED POURING HEAVILY .
OUT OF THE BLUE
AND THEN IT WILL DRIZZLE
& THEN HEAVY AGAIN.
WHAT'S HAPPENING ?
OMG, WHAT'S HAPPENING ?

2009-03-05T19:27:00.001+08:00

COMMON TEST RESULTS !

MATHS : 40/40 ♥ A1
Highest : 40/40

ENGLISH : 21/30 ♥ A2
Highest 22/30

CHINESE : 67.5/100 ♥ B3

LITERATURE : 15/25 ♥ B4
Highest 20/25

SCIENCE : 39/50 ♥ A1
Highest 48/50

HISTORY : 20/25 ♥ A1
Highest 24/25

the rest i will update :D
This is for Maths !
MY MAMA♥ SAY I CAN BUY NEW PHONE !
MY KORKOR♥ SAY IF I GET A1 AGAIN FOR MID-YEAR MATHS PAPER , HE 100% SPONSER ME GREEN NANO-CHRO !
OMG I SO HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY!

2009-03-05T18:50:00.002+08:00

Today , feng he ri li !
the sun go up as usual , i wake up not usual .
6am .
but i no chiong , i slowly take my time to shower , eat ♥Honey Star♥ , drink Milk !
Fantastic !
then P.E , eh train soccer skills in the rain .
Fcuk lahs, must run & play in my beauuuuuuuutiful shoes D:
i almost cried D':
thn after recess MTL, i spent the whole period wiping off the mud on my beauuuuuuuutiful shoes :D
...
then aft school, go Haji Lane with Shorty & Tally !
Casia & Enli !
thn we took dam alot of pics with our BOWS on with Tally's camera !
OMG, dam fun !
that place is wonderful !
i want to go again !
i ltr then post pics !

2009-03-04T20:01:00.008+08:00

COMMON TEST RESULTS !

MATHS : 40/40 ♥ A1
Highest : 40/40

ENGLISH : 21/30 ♥ A2
Highest 22/30

CHINESE : 67.5/100 ♥ B3

LITERATURE : 15/25 ♥ B4
Highest 20/25

SCIENCE : 39/50 ♥ A1
Highest 48/50

the rest i will update :D
This is for Maths !
MY MAMA♥ SAY I CAN BUY NEW PHONE !
MY KORKOR♥ SAY IF I GET A1 AGAIN FOR MID-YEAR MATHS PAPER , HE 100% SPONSER ME GREEN NANO-CHRO !
OMG I SO HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY!

2009-03-04T19:50:00.004+08:00

LOLS, today never late for school D:
then...
oh ya, after school me and casia go to HR to pei enli and chelsie
then i take 3 chair and sleep, while casia sweep the floor .
then matthew came pass me PsP, then me and casia took pics of him playing Psp, the enthu-look :D
his face very "expressing" , dam funny .
then we took pics of his eyelashes !
OMG ! IT'S LOOOOONG !

then go WOF practise .
dam tiring .
sweat....PERSPIRE like crazy .
then just when i was abt to leave school which is 5++, i saw casia and chelsia sitting along the road , then i thought they some retards .,
LOLS, NO OFFENCE C&C .
then chelsie Mum sent us back to clementi .
CHELSIE MAMA VERY CUTE !

2009-03-03T20:49:00.002+08:00

COMMON TEST RESULTS !
MATHS : 40/40 ♥ A1
ENGLISH : 21/30 ♥ A2
CHINESE : 67.5/100 ♥ B3
LITERATURE : 15/25 ♥ B4

the rest i will update :D

2009-03-03T20:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOBEI !
today kinda late for school but no COLOUR PAPER .
thn dam exciting lah=.=
i want to be late again , i want to see how the COLOUR PAPER look like :]
thn DP, 1hr only
thn few minutes before the bell ring i stand by at the dorr there waiting to chiong out:D
and then FnN test, quite easy, then saw Charles askiing asnwer from Linda
then she dont know so she ask me =.=
thn dance , nt tiring cus i did not other then IMAGINATING the cloak thingy...
SOMEONE FARTED 2 TIMES !,
then take bus home , emo all the way ..
thn go home celebrate laobei's birthday .
then now here le !
HUAT AH ! No Common test le !

2009-03-02T17:30:00.004+08:00

incomplete version of Casia's!

DREW BY GOHSHUXIAN!
SCIENCE PAPER!
today got art lesson, then draw the flower in the vase.
Hen nan hua !
Grrr!
But i think i did alright .
Then casia dont want to draw the real flower , then she draw cartoon type of flower .

Ms Portia Tan say got 8 ppl in class get full mark for Maths Common Test !
7 girls, 1 boy!
& among the 7 girls, the 2 is ME & CASIA! many many claps for us !
yay !
then English i got 21/30 , class second, but got two or three same as me !
i dam shocked when Ms Tan KK say my result lah, cus i never ever got more than 16/30 for english b4 !
i thought i'm hearing things!
Then chinese !
OMG, I PASSED CHINESE.
thats totally amazing lah, cus i did nt even study for it!
thn i today skipped dance, i very Guilty cus i dont usually skip dance , but tml got FnN
& i really want to do well for it
so i decided that i will stay at home to study for it !
PRACTISE MAKES PERFECT!
Jiayou jiayou jiayou!

2009-02-28T17:13:00.013+08:00

This beeeeeeeautiful song is made by 3 girls after a long & tiring day after school......

ENJOY...

Twice upon a time, there was a baby girl, and a baby boy. Their fav song is called Nicole Scherzinger's " Baby Love". Their favourite hobby is to chase condoms in seven eleven. Their parents are KOK , and HOE. They supply condoms because they own E2 shop and sells dickpants. Shun Rong loves wearing it. Mrs Oei teached them to enchance their pleasure. "Ulluekh". "HAHAHA.""Erherhherhherhherh." "Stop Writing it". PLeasure was awesome, baby. They two shared a cot. At night, Shun Rong has water clouds on a water bed. Holy Angel everyday wear thongs & drink ShunRong's cocktail . Holy Angel was her name because she had many pimples because ShunRong's lips is contaminated with poo .
THE END!

Notice that the lyrics does not links, and the lyrics is very ironic lah..
Singer[s] : Casia , Enli , Shuxian .
Made on : 27 Febuary 2009
Venue : Double-Deck 143 , last few seats .
Our journey is where we get our INPIRATION~

Do look out for our second song:D

2009-02-27T17:12:00.008+08:00

2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th paper over!
MTL, ENG, MATHS, HISTORY!maths paper dam easy lah, 2e1 finished within like half an hour, then FRANKLIN SLEEP UNTIL VERY FUNNY!hand straight then mouth open big big !
then...HISTORY IS HISTORY!LOLS.
thn today go to vivo with CASIA & ENLI .
charles and racheal stalk us , then we go to the PET(NOT PAD) shop see dogs, then got two chihwahwa aka charles & racheal . they fighting until dam crazy . then charles keep want to hump racheal and he keep jumping , then racheal keep showing off her nipples :D
And other than Me, Casia, Enli, Racheal & Charles, got many people crowded around there and see !
Dam Entertaining!

then got pug, bull dog(DAM CUTE), MALTESE, AND TOY POODLE!!!!!
the toy poodle dam cute, got one the body very short the leg also very short but the body and leg very fat and furry ..
okay then me enli and casia in the bus very CRAPPY , we make a horny paragragh, wanted to write it dowb but forgot , so we make a new one ...
i later then post , i lazy now :x

2009-02-23T19:36:00.004+08:00

EXAM 1ST DAY: LITERATURE !
today 5:40 wake up,
shower, eat my cereal, change uniform & pack my schoolbag ...
take 106 then revise study poetries to get ready for Test ltr .
then reach school continue study...,
go parade square, then go FT homeroom for Lit Test le .
Not Nervous At All !
then i think the paper quite easy lah..
they ask what the poem is abt, so i just take two specific phrase and then crap for two paragraph , thn emphasize on the expressions/feeling abt the poet thn...FINISHED !
25 Marks nia .
Got Confidence In My Lit !
i aiming 20Marks!out of 25 . i think its quite possible , cus i crap alot...
thn...MATHS!
Scary sial,cus when we afew steps away from Ms Tan Home.R , i was like laughing all the away...
then i saw Ms Tan in the room , NOT HAPPY !
thn go in kena scolded , then she throw temper at all of us .
say our result is way far from her expectations for us.
But she meant no harm for some of us which gotten great results[ME! 20/25 distintion!] .
After school Me & Casia go to Westmall watch PINKPANTHER!, it was rather funny btw .
thn go home and thn I'M HERE !
No HW so today can slack all night , tml then start to ganjiong for ENGLISH.

2009-02-19T21:09:00.008+08:00

Today's & Ytd .GUESS WHICH ANIMAL THIS CAR BELONGS ?
IF YOUR ANSWER IS PENGUIN , *DINGDINGDING , YOU'RE CORRECT ! TO BE EXALT SHOULD BE MRS KAREN OII.
Casia's drwing of FERDINAND DE LESSEP !
Me & Casia acting as NanHua girls :]

Ytd, before WOZ , Martin & Nat ... DAM FUNNY !

2009-02-19T20:17:00.008+08:00

i nothing to talk about so just post some pictures :] Enjoy !My MUMMY gave me pink rose bouquet .
The rose Casia gave me for Val's .
I LOVE CASIA CHEW GUM !

The chos i gave to my Thirdteen beloved , included myself, duh .

Left = Casia & me on the Way to Jp.
Right = The rose Casia gave me :D

My Tiny miniture fingers compared to Rach's and JingMing's.

My fcuking small fingers .
PATHETICly compared to others.

Chinese Lesson .
i got nothing to do so...i drew a new friend for myself:]

Art lesson .
Left = the shell i am copying .
Right = Casia's and Mine . Guess who's which ?

2009-02-18T20:19:00.004+08:00

REOPENED!
i thought of it .
i think it would be stupit for me to stop blogging bcus i'm angry...
so i will post , but nt regularly :]
At least i make an effort ?
---------------------------------------
Whats thr problem with him mans ?
the first morning he was like smiling all the way...
we were like talking happily to school .
The nxt morning he was like Emo ?
Or moody ?
Wadeva .
today morning he was the same .
i kinda get fed up & left .
I really want to know what's the problem thts bothering him .
Well, he's my friend .
So i think i've the responsibility to care for him ?
FYI , b*tches out thr ,
think of the word "flirt" now...
oh just shuddup lahs :D
Because i DONT GIVE A DAM !

95% last post D:

2009-01-24T00:20:00.005+08:00

i know these days oreven weeks i have not been updating .
I just dont have the mood and the heart to do it .
Some things are better left unsaid .
I rather to have them bottled up in my heart rather than posting it
letting ppl know .
My inner inner thoughs , will remain secret .
i have my reasons for not posting lahs .
i just dont feel comfortable when loads of peeps know my thoughs,
i just dont feel good .
i haves lots of frustration, anger totally bottled up ,
everyday will get into a conflict with unreasonable teachers,
friends who are just simply stubborn,
endless arguement with my mother everynight for some fcukin stupit reasons .
i just wna tell those people out there who always have conflicts with me .
i dont give you dogs a dam alright ?
if you wna hate me , GO AHEAD !
You know what ?
I DONT CARE !
Why would i wna spending my precious time on losers like you all ?
That's totally adsurd !
Weil, that's me .
I knw i have this kinda stubborn attitude - mixture of Emo, Loud, Guailan, frustrated .
To darlings who i treated tht way before, i'm truly sorry .
i cant control myself you know..it's like the second me ?
Btw, there she goes again !My mother scolding me ONCE AGAIN for eating maggie mee , i mena whats wrong with eating maggie man !At least it taste better than her cooking , which she refers as "healthy", but i think it's awful and bland , i rather cook CHAWANMUSHI with matthew again!
i have to admit it, it's my fate !
Another Btw, today received a shocking news from him :x, that yeah kinda shock me =.=

happy new year !

2009-01-01T01:49:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year!
just come back from Flyer - the restaurant .
thn makan thr,
thn go outside the long long wide walkway thr sit down .
thn order drinks and chips thr waiting for fireworks .
thn got many malays thr ,
wah they make the ambiense like dam RE NAO , matcham party like tht LOLS !
thn..
10 9 8 6 5 4 3 2 1!
HAPPY NEW YEAR !
the fireworks started !
dam nice lah ! so loud !!
i like it !
thn i love the last part lahs !
explode NON STOP !
one firework haven BOMB finish , another come up le !
for 8mins .
thn my ear dam what lahs ..but i enjoy it hahas !
thn go home , jam like siao !
until AYE thr thn no jam ...thn go home shower , thn on com le , later still must 10am wake up , 12 must reached sheila hse for steamboat , must go earlier to help !
but nt so early sleep , watch tv first ...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

2008-12-25T04:25:00.002+08:00

it's like 4:25AM now
and i am like in the livin'room, on tv& laptop
with 4 of my bro friends !
they are so friendly !
just now ...i mean ytd...
my bro had a BBQ with his Friends !
so i join them !
thn got one boy borrow slippers from me(: i am so kind
but the slipper is purple clogs
looks like gay on him ..and abit small !
but it seems like he does nt mind at all !
i forgot his name ler, kinda yandao deh :D
thn cus raining mahs , thn cnt bbq
thn my bro friends go mantle the bbq pit .
take out the tray thn put under the shelter
thn START TO BBQ !
So smart of thm !
thn i got two guys like so paisehs , dont know why .
thn cus i sitting down alone mahs, to msg yanmin
thn one guy wear hoodie sit down and say HI to me!
his looks is like from my age de !
thn i say hi back , thn after awhile he go le .
hahas !
i continue tml, i mean l8r, noon , now laptop no battery lers !
Bye !

TWILGHT !

2008-12-19T19:55:00.004+08:00

today go to school .
DANCE-D
thn go to westmall meet CASIA
thn go to my hse to change my clothes .
thn go bk to Westmall to watch TWILIGHT !
OMG , tht movie rocks mans !
i was like touched ?
eh , how do i put it ...
THE MOVIE WAS GREAT , ITS SO DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM NICE !
i was so in another world while watchng the movie lahs .
But some BITCHES behind me & Casia just can't stop talking .
it's like they had not talk for their whole life .
thn i almost turned back and yelled:"Would you two just shut your fcukin' mouth up ?"
but i beared with it .
i really wanted to do it .
but i just wna to continue watch my movie .
yeah.
thn the movie ended , very cold .
we go to Arcade , saw Clinton :D
so nice to see him .
thn i say HI to him , He say Hi back . How nice of him :DDD
thn Casia say Hi to him , thn Clinton say like:"Who is she ?"
hahas . thn me and her play this gun thing .
i aimed her Boobs , and bird , se aimed mine .
LOLS , okay lets stop here .
TWILIGHT IS SO NICE !
I AM WAITING FOR NEW MOON TO COME OUT
i think i am really in love with the TWILGHT MOVIE .
i like the relationship between Isabelle & Edward , the part when Edward was sucking Belle's blood .
I wished i was Isabelle , but it's a stupit thing to say .
LET"S REALLY STOP HERE !

JP2

2008-12-17T21:09:00.004+08:00

ytd go to dance .
dam tiring , so many crazy warm ups .
thn got guy teacher come for interiew for DEP dance 'cher ?
thn i boliao , wan to do stupit holiday homework .
So ? i call ♥CASIA♥ !
thn i go home change thn meet ♥CASIA♥ at jurong point .
thn we do sci hw .
thn we do for only 10mins ? thn the rest go home do . hahs , guess we are too lazy , push everything to the computer : D
thn we go to see go explore JP2 , OMG , it's huge !
thn i go take $50 from my Mummy again:D Hahs, SHE'S RICH !
thn i bag bag from ZINC , thn BUY cute socks frm a shop !
i bought SUPERMAN , PENGUIN & COUPLE socks !
thn we play at the travellator .
thn take some photos, video can see at ♥CASIA♥ blog
LOLS, thn take a stupit video !
thn tired , go home . Take 174 , almost sleep ...

2008-12-03T20:01:00.002+08:00

Today 10:46am i wake up
online for awhile
thn go to JurongPoint to meet Casia♥ :D
i was late for abt 20 mins ?
hahs , sorry casia !
thn we go Converse to change my shoes . The size nt right
we go to toilet , cus i want to try the Skinny[Dark purple] caisa wanted to sell me
thn i thing very comfy leh
so i buy from her for $15 dollars
and she bought tht last time at $29 ! she lost $14
she very good . No complain :D
thn i myself buy 1 Green[Bright] Skinny at $19.90
got Renovation Sale . Actual price was $29thn i buy for Casia a NF Short[Dark purple] :D
thn i buy a Skinny Belt for $5 and Ripple slippers for $9.90
thn i treat Casia & myself two Crepe , Strawberry flavour for me , Mango flavour for her :P'
oh before i gtg
Today at Pizzahut, when eating with Casia, we met a gay who always look at the mirror , & he got MAN BOOBS !
& all the money i use to buys all the things is i ask from my very very Rich Mama
I love to go shopping with Casia everytime !

2008-12-02T20:23:00.012+08:00

Royce chocs - White/Champagne Nama , Champagne Truffles .

Superrrrgirl Tee that i ordered from Chanel's blogshop

the totol bill for Spin The Bottle - $90.60

the backpack i bought :D

all the stuffffs i bought in converse

the cute keychain i bought , the cutting is the same as the real shoe

Converse Shoe - Black & Pink

Hellos :D im back !
So long no post .
Gonna post abt MY 3 days .
The first day (:
I was woken up by my Mama .
Ask me to go to Posb Lunch with her .
Thn we reach lers .
Thn eat finished le .
i go outside of the room to buy some necklace for $20
i KNOW tht place near The Heeren .
So i brought my Mama along :D
Thn bought these things at some shops in Heeren .
♥Spin The Bottle - Backpack - $85.00
♥Converse - Shoe , Socks & Keychain - $90.60
Thn go to Taka to buy ROYCE CHOCOLATES - $40.00
thn go home .
Second day (:
i wake up by Weisiang cus he say Casia want me to online . i slping tht time .
thn i go online , Casia say want to go watch movie .
i anything cus i very free everyday ! (NTH TODO FIND ME KAYS?)
thn Weisiang & Daddy♥ also go . thn they still plaing watch wat movie .
i go bring the laptop to the bathroom , thn i shower and type at the same time :x
thn i set off ler ! With me new bag !
thn we went to eat pastamania .
thn Daddy♥ gtg .
thn Weisiang friend come (:
YongDa THEREDSKINNY
Thn i find him .... interesting ?
His face quite cute leis . but i dont like him :x My ♥ still have LY .
thn we watch Wild Child . thn we laff like siao xD
thn walk walk go home le .
Today (:
Wake up on my own thn to to clementi to wait for Chanel THECHIO to collect my tee .
thn Weisiang come . Chanel come .
thn i pay le . thn have to go my hse take sth for my tuition teacher
Weisiang came along . LOLS !
thn get off the car , my cher ask for his name thn 'cher say " Bye, Weisiang ." but the way he say make Weisiang name sound so gay :/
thn go to west coast plaza see Casia .
Play Play Play .
Thn slack . I met the Most Polite & Friendly Guard ever .
She say :"Sayang, sayang, sayang, cnt sit here /"
thn we OK , we go .
thn go popular . thn i play hiding with weisiang LOLS .
i know im childish :XX
thn after awhile we go to 7 11 . thn weisiang buy drink .
thn i take one ice-crm thn ask weisiang treat ! thn Casia take also .
thn His card left abt $10+ ?
thn gtg , we go to Weisiang hse ,
thn my sliper broke . DANG !
Thanks to casia !
thn i need to borrow Weisiang shoe .
thn i saw YONGDA !
Wow ! His sister very friendly ! i like her :DD
thn me and casia play with 3 rabbits at his hse :D
thn we go home tgt , till Boonlay int :D

2008-11-28T01:27:00.002+08:00

01. How old will you turn in 2009.
13++ ?

02. Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
Love the one & only person .

03. Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
Eh...i dont think so :/

04. When was the last time you laughed?
In school today .

05. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
Awake in my bed, listening to music .

06. What's your relationship with the person you last texted?
Hao peng you : D

07. What did you do today?
On snooze for 20mins, shower, chiong to school, drama, dance, eat ......sleeeep : D

08. Who do you really want to see now?
他

09. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I got no idea man .

10. Who's your last missed call?
Roxanne .

11. What's something you really want now?
The clock to go anti-clockwise :)

12. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?
Am i late for dance ?

13. Would you go back in time if you had the chance.
Yes ! Yes ! I would had !

14. What is something you need to go shopping for?
Best Peers & Money !

15. Do you want kids?
idk , they drives people crazzzzy .

16. Are you in love with anyone?
Ah - hah !

17. How's your heart lately?
Broken .

18. When was the last time you slept on the floor?
Just now when i just reached home .

19. Is your phone close to you?
Oh yeahs !

20. What is bothering you right now?
My fluuuuuuuuu .

21. What does your last received text message say?
Bye .

22. Where are you right now.
On my bed .

23. Are you listening to music right now.
No .

24. Do you like country music?
Never heart b4 .

25. Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste?
Duh !

26. How is your hair styled right now?
Untied .

27. Do you like your first name?
Kinda ? No ? Yes ?

28. Last thing you drank?
Ice Lemon Tea .

29. Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
I dont .

30. What did you do 15 minutes ago?
Ah Chewing .

31. Do you think you are a good person?
Maybe..

32. The first contact in your hp?
Aaron Yeo : D

33. The sweetest person in your life?
他

34. The closest male to you now?
physically ? No one .

35. The person you're chatting with now?
Sheila .

36. The languages you are able to speak?
Singlish, English& Chinese .

37. The last person whom you screwed?
Forgot .

38. One word about your life now.
Unfair .

39. Where do you wish to work?
A place that provide 100% comfort .

40. What are you specially good at?
Laughing ?

41. Would you date someone younger than you?
Days ? Maybe ..

42. Who are you to yourself?
Goh Shuxian : D

43. Do you forgive people easily?
Usually yes .

44. Which girl is precious to you now?
Maddie !

45. Your dressing style?
Comfy : D

46. How different are you from other girls?
My DNA .

47. The bad point in yourself?
Kinda no patience .

48. The last contact in your hp?
ZhenFang .

49. Your favourite song?
Too many , too many .

50. The two hated contacts in your hp?
Hopefully Noone, after deleting Mrtang's .

51. Learn one language in 10 days?
Not determine enuff to .

52. One gorgeous girl you came across?
Er..Rox ? Rach ?

53. Who's your biggest enemy?
Untellable .

54. Do you have a blogspot?
Yupp .

55. Do you like people who smoke?
So-so .

56. What do you think about modelling?
People walking ?

57. Given a chance, would you like to be a model?
Why waste your time walking a straight line and turning back with a pose ?

58. Whose approval do you usually seek first?
Laopu .

59. What do you wish to be in the future?
It's for you to find out .

Next 5 ppl to do The Quiz -
- Racheal
- Cindy
- James
- Marissa
- Swee Kheng

I do this quiz till very tired sials ...

Unforgettable Memory .

2008-11-22T23:10:00.012+08:00

2 Septemeber 2008

I met LY♥ in JE arcade .

Talked to him .

He ask me to come over to sit with him .

He say want to jio me .

i was shocked somehow, i thought he was kiddin .

i rejected him .

thn we went to the stairs to join the rest of the guys .

smoke . Nt me : D

But he did .

Thn everyone went out .

Left me & him alone .

We sat down there and talked .

Exchange our numbers .

Thn we had to go cus Jacky called .

thn i went home .

I asked myself in the bus :" Do i like him ?"

i went home , Mummy gave me 3 movie tickets .

The one person that suddenly came out of my mind, Him♥

Why ? i just dont know at that time .

Thn i called him, he agreed to meet me and nich .

I was Very Very happy at that very moment .

i went to sleep, think abt our " Date " the next day .

3 September 2008

I wake up .

So excited to meet him .

I started to msg him in the bus .

thn i reached BB MRT , thn he say he saw me i looked around .

i did nt see him

thn i look back .

hahahhs.

he's behind me all the time : D

We took the bus to Nicholas house .

Thn we talked very happily lahs .

thn walk walk

reached Nicholas hse downstairs

Thn Nich came .

thn we discuss whr to go .

thn halfway , LY♥ msg me.

:" i'll take it as you accepted my stead liao ahs!"

i was like OH GOSH .

i was kinda happy in some ways .

thn we started tickling me.

thn i used my hand to stop him .

thn our hand touched .

he slowly hold my hand .

i was so Happy that Moment .

Thn there you go a new couple !

Thn Nicholas was like :"i saw something with my X-ray vision, Holding hands ."

or something else ..

thn we go up with nicholas to his hse cus he want to shower .

but we two stay outside .

thn we talk talk talk .

Hands around me waist ♥

I was hoping that will last 4eva.

thn hug : D

yay : DDDDDDDDDDDDD

thn Nichoas okays lers .

thn we meet Shiela at JE .

thn we 4 go to Tiong Bahru .

Thn we like kinda lost over thr , but still found the cinema (:

Thn we watched Wall-E , hahahhs .

Thn me and LY♥ go to stairs cus he wna smoke .

i pei him of cus , hehehhs !

thn we went back to watch the movie .

thn halfway i fcuking dam cold lahs .

thn his hands over my shoulders .

ily♥

thn the movie ended le .

Sheila go home thn we 3 go to JE libary , thn ended with Jacky : D

Thn cus Nich and LY cus some misunderstandings.

so i pei LY , duh .

thn he lie down , i sit . start the tickle thing again , LOLS.

thn he lie on me lap .

thn knocked his head :x

thn sit up lers, i hug him from the back : DD hehehehhs .

i really wished the moment in the library when he lie down that part will last 4eva&

ever and ever and ever !

Cus tht day i dont know why stomuch dam pain lahs .

i think gastric, cus i like dont know how long no eat le .

thn i go home lo.

thn i in th bus, still thinking of Him

thn i go home .

Sleep .

Dreamt of Him♥

4 September 2008

i wake up.

Msg him after shower

want to go out with him .

cant get though his phone.

i was afriad.

Questions like:" Is he avoiding me?"

started to appear in my head .

thn finally he answered!

he said he was on the phone with his friend .

phew .

But . He say he will msg me in a minute .

I recieved it .

The moment i saw the first few words.

i cried . Terribly .

and cry and cry and cry .

Was it just my wishful thinking ?

To believe he will be my forever boy ?

But till now, i just can't get him of my head .

Am i still waiting for him to turn back ?

or i'm imagining that we will have a happy ending ?

Like in the Fairytales ?

i really dont know .

Can anyone just tell me ?

Call me or sth .

2008-11-17T20:46:00.005+08:00

LOLS
today.
interesting.
wake up.
go school for drama practise.
only 6 sec1 go, me, tracy, atiqah, cheryl, richie and chan chai.
then finished le.Go to james house first, then meet CASIA♥ at clementi.
lols, thn reach james's condo, chat with the guard :D
LOLS.
thn his room got alot of glass bottles lahs.
you know those glass bottles, the like put coke one..
thn sorry ah james, i first step in your room, thn step on his medicine :P
thn i laugh laugh laugh..
thn he take photo of me being a pontianak:D My pleasure.
thn we wanted to go lers.
it started raining.
Dang.
thn wait lahs, i dont mind.
thn the rain like not so heavy le i WALK to the bus stop.
thn we take 173.
thn reached clementi.
see CASIA♥ . go to suntec city .
thn go eat pizza hut.
thn eat starbucks.
i blangja CASIA♥ frappucinno.
thn James was like keep asking me to take photos for him and CASIA♥ cans?
Guy=Photos?
thn we walkwalk.
thn take many photos lahs.

thn go home thn
met this guailan girl.
ughs, dowan talk le!
ByeBye!

2008-11-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

parents? i thought they were suppose to be en en ai ai de?
why my parents not leh?
thn just now i using com,
father ask me to help him to buy drinks,
i dowan lahs. i wna play com.
thn he ask me to pour drinks for him in the kitchen..
thn i was like:"ni you shou you jiao, ji zi dao la!"
thn he say:"na ge ren zai na bian la, qu qu qu.."
i diamdiam, i continue play.
thn my i thinking why my father & mummy like this one?
since i was like born?
i have no memory of my dad and mum talking at all lah.
walaos, still thinking why they dont wna divorce?
at least i no need to face them, calling each other:"na ge ren"
oh well, thats my fate.
an imperfect family.

2008-11-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

LOLS!
ytd so fun!
i went to RP to see "The Muse".
It like a DANCE concert!
so freakin' nice lahs walaos!
Especially the Hip Hop Dance & Mr Zaini's dance!
LOLS!
before that was so funny!
kays, lets start from the beginning:D
I wake up,
Roxanne (daughter-in-law) cor me to meet her at PeiHwa,
Raining.
i am wet when i reach PeiHwa.
Fcuking wet.
Then we decide to go to Causeway point: D
but tgo to west mall take MRT first.
thn we have to donate $2 to buy a pen which i nonid from a Indian girl who i dont know what she says.
What i heard was:"i am a ex-convict, i need money to study i must blurlamumlalalalalalalalaalallalalalalalalalala and so can you donated $2 please?
thn i dam blur, i look at Rox, we laugh and give $2.
thn we reach Woodlands Causeway point: D
Then go toilet take photos : D
Then go Pizza Hut eat, there is whr the FUN started!
We go in and i laugh for nth,
Rox say i mad : D
then we order the Beef Bolognaise,
then the waitress dam cute lahs,
dont know why so nervous for what?
then she drop the booklet that she use for taking order -.-
then she go & come back say:" er..there is no Beef Bolognaise today.."
then i was like:" is the cow sleeping?"
then she go back ask : D
thn she come back say:" nonono, not no Beef is no Beef Bolognaise.."
thn Rox and me glance through the menu for Pastas
thn we 2 laugh tgt,
Actually, idk why we laugh lahs.
there's a Pasta called "Chic' Meatballs" , it sounded to wrong..i suppose.
i ordered that.
then Rox ordered Beef Lasagne .
Then okays le lo.
thn they like take year to cook the food lahs,
then the waitress sya the cash register poil..no key in.
thn we KIND :D we wait..
thn my food come...YAHHHHHHH!
thn Rox one come le..
thn we eat eat eat..
then Rox says she want cheese...
she is not shake the bottle one leh!!
she open the cap then she just pour the cheese siall..
Walao..thn i over there laughing..
then her Beef Lasagne got Cheese Mountain..
then she add more ...
i think she took like half of the whole bottle within one pour..
then she was about to take te next table's bottle of cheese..
but someone just took the table..hahas!
thn i learn form her..
i opn the cap and pour :DDD
i pour cleaner :D
Rox's table was like sprinkled with many many many cheese!
thn i was like:" Stupit, 3E4 jiu shi 3E4..(no offence)
then we eat finished le...
want the bill...
then the waiter give us the bill..
we are Shocked.
it was actually on $8++!
IMPOSSIBLE!
it must be around $20 plus lahs.
thn the waiter also shocked..
Rox dam funny,
she give the waiter $10 and say:"keep the change!"
walaos, the waiter was like smiling, he say:" i can take it as $8+ la, but my manager will check..."
thn Rox was like :"can we go now??" cus we in the hurry..
thn the waiter bobian..
ask the manager to help with the bill..
tey actually took 30mins to check the bill..
Rox and i was like asking diff waiter..come'on they look dam alike lahs. i thought they twins!
then we found the waiter we finding..
thn RoX was like doing hand signals with the waiter..ask can go anot.
thn the waiter say no.
thn after very long..thn then we get the bil..
$31 dollar..
walao.
from $8 to $31?
how can?
then we give money ..
chiong taxi to Republic Poly lers..
LOLS!
i ♥♥♥ my DAUGHTER-IN-LAW!
then the dance finished at around 10pm..
thn i see early ,
so i send Rox to clementi first..by mrt..
take photos!
hen i reached ho around 11pm ++

2008-11-12T10:32:00.001+08:00

ughs,
why my MAMA jiu shi like this de?
Irritating!
i dont like it!
Ytd, i sit down on my soccerball chair,
i sit the position is like my leg open lahs,
then my mama say what :
"you better put down your leg and sit properly,
what kind of attitude are you giving me now?
PUT YOUR LEG DOWN NOW!
show some respect to yourself!"
nevermind, i diam diam.
then i my bedroom listen songs, think of SOMETHING♥
then until 2am++ then i finally sleep,
then i just now 9:30++ wake up, Roxanne call me,
say later meet her..
thn i on com lers
& im here :D
later go to Republic Poly :D..

2008-11-10T14:59:00.000+08:00

On 8 Nov, although its too late to say but i will say it
i never sleep that night cus i scared i wake up very late...
cus i meeting Racheal to cybercafe mahs..
LOLS, not to play game..DO HOMEWORK!
is like very what lahs, ppl go there play game we over there do homework, so extrra:D
thn charles came DDDDD:
i dont like him lahs ,
that CHIHWAHWA!
i HATEHATEHATE him!
he steal mummy away frm daddy!
he watch out lors!
thn in the cybercafe, i helping Racheal to do homework..I GOOD RIGHT!
thn i finally finish,
thn WTF
charles ask me help him do..
i ask him do himself ..
all he can say is :"i dont know i dont know!"
BULLSHITT!
thn i for Racheal's sake i do sials
Stupit sials me..
i use the copy that i do for Racheal to do for charles ..
thn i save it under charles name..
thn Racheal's copy boliao..
thn i did it twice somemore!
hahas!
thn i chiong to Shuqun to meet Nicholas
thn i reached...
thn i saw him on this NTUC cart..
thn got one boy pushing him..
somemore that boy smaller size thn him..
i pity that boy sias.
thn i see got 2 boys pei Nicholas mahs.
they is cute de lors, TWINS!
thn Nicholas ask me they how old..
i go say Primary5
then i dam paisehs lahs,
they Sec1 sials,
lols.
thn we walked to around Jacky's house downstairs, thn one of the twins, wear yellow shirt de,
push the Ntuc cart with nicholas on it.
down the slope.
then Nicholas falled!
HAHAS!
he deserved it!
then cause that boy shouted:" JIBAI LA NICHOLAS!"
then AhBi heard it!
i bet it's very loud!
cus AhBI stay at i think 7 floor?
thn he say he come down , he took very long..
so we go up..
i first time go their(jacky and Ahbi) house,thn i thought jacky only got like 2 younger bros, he got more than that!
thn his didis play around very noisy, thn his little sister over there innocently watching tv:D
thn we go down ith ahbi first, ltr then Jacky thn come down.
Ahbi seriously suddenly very tall.
thn Jacky come down lo, we go to RongFong house.
thn we in the lift le,
thn when reaching le hors,
Nicholas so make the lift , thn stuck sials
he and one of the twins still trys to open the lift door,
STUPIT!
thn Ahbi pull them away,
thn the lift slowly go to rongfong's level.
thn he standing there outside, chuahdio!
LOLS!
thn we go to this kopitiam,
thn Ahbi and the rest go makan,
Jacky no eat,
stay & talk to me:D
thn we talk about manymany things, including LY♥
thn Nicholas come interupt,
thn they trick me, jacky says:"eh shuxian , you know hor those ppl who have no mental probs, their palms with just nice fit their face one, thn i gonggong go put, thn Nicholas go pah my face, thn my hand hit me nose!
Dang.
thn Ahbi came:D
thn he tell Nicholas to continue what he say,
Ahbi say: yi wo .
Nicholas say: er wo.
Ahbi say: san wo .
Nicholas say: si wo.
Ahbi say: wu wo.
Nicholas say: liu wo.
Ahbi say:" qi wo .
Nicholas say: ba wo .
thn Ahbi and Jacky slapped Nicholas face!
hahas, cus ba wo means slapped me!
he fall for it!
thn i dam happy, cus he just now hit me face, thn Ahbi and Jacky slapped him:DDD
thn Jacky ask me:how to pronouce M.A.C.S.P.I.C.Y, i diamdiam
he say: macspicy..
thn he say: how to pronouce M.A.C.C.H.I.C.K.E.N
i was like MACchicken?..
thn aft awhile,
Jacky ask me: how to pronouce M.A.C.H.I.N.E
i was like machine...
thn they got nothing to say :DDDDD
HAHAS!
thn we walked until dont know whr..
thn i gotta go home..
i dont know how to walk..
so ask Jacky bring me...
THANKS JACKY LIKE A MILLION TIMES!
That day was so fun!

2008-11-09T18:18:00.000+08:00

ilovemyself♥