.07 July 2009 ' 8:41 PM Y

i dont want to be at home ,

it's like hell to me .

Why cant i have a happy family like any other teenagers ?

Talk together , eat together , live together , love one another ,

thats seems 100% impossible in my family .

Firstly my parents .

The last time my parents talk was like .... opps , i forgot when they last talk because i had never see them talk before .

They sleep in a different room i think since we moved into this apartment , which is like when i was 4 . They never looked at each other once , not even a glance .=.

Unless you count the number of times my mum rolled her eye when she see my papa talk to me , comes home or doing anything infront of her eyes .

When they need me to pass stuffs to each other for them , my dad would say :"Gei ni ma lah" whihc also means "Give your mother lah" , my mum would say:"Gei na ge ren" , which means "Give that person" .

But my papa was not really affected by my mum rolling-eyes , i suppose he was used to it .

Secondly , My Mum .

She is a typical singaporean mama , v demanding .

But today , i got v fed up .

Just now , i help her to get her Dynamo so she could on the washing machine , she also ask me to buy bread & other stuffs .

I bought all , except for cereals .

Before she even thanks me for wasting my time & energy to buy & take the groceries , she scolded me , for not buying cereal . Terribly .

Just scold scold scold scold scold scold scold & scold .

She don't let me go to church , which i want to , so i had to secretly go for service every saturday .

Everyday ask me go home go home go home , do homework do homework do homework , study study study .

Nevermind , i follow her orders .

i go home , she ask me buy food buy groceries . I buy .

She never say thank you . i buy wrong , scold .

Just now i was munching on some biscuits , watching tv . She just came & grab my half eaten biscuits & throw it away .

Why is she behaving in such a manner ?

But i am glad that me & my bro relationship is good .

[ All of today makes me think through a lot of things that had happen in my family .

i found tears starting to collect in my eyes .

Things didnt seems to change , but it has cut deeper into my heart . ]

Leaving a scar in my memory .

Labels: Leaving a scar in my memory .

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