.24 January 2009 ' 12:20 AM Y
i know these days oreven weeks i have not been updating .
I just dont have the mood and the heart to do it .
Some things are better left unsaid .
I rather to have them bottled up in my heart rather than posting it
letting ppl know .
My inner inner thoughs , will remain secret .
i have my reasons for not posting lahs .
i just dont feel comfortable when loads of peeps know my thoughs,
i just dont feel good .
i haves lots of frustration, anger totally bottled up ,
everyday will get into a conflict with unreasonable teachers,
friends who are just simply stubborn,
endless arguement with my mother everynight for some fcukin stupit reasons .
i just wna tell those people out there who always have conflicts with me .
i dont give you dogs a dam alright ?
if you wna hate me , GO AHEAD !
You know what ?
I DONT CARE !
Why would i wna spending my precious time on losers like you all ?
That's totally adsurd !
Weil, that's me .
I knw i have this kinda stubborn attitude - mixture of Emo, Loud, Guailan, frustrated .
To darlings who i treated tht way before, i'm truly sorry .
i cant control myself you know..it's like the second me ?Btw, there she goes again !My mother scolding me ONCE AGAIN for eating maggie mee , i mena whats wrong with eating maggie man !At least it taste better than her cooking , which she refers as "healthy", but i think it's awful and bland , i rather cook CHAWANMUSHI with matthew again!i have to admit it, it's my fate !Another Btw, today received a shocking news from him :x, that yeah kinda shock me =.=