.24 January 2009 ' 12:20 AM Y

i know these days oreven weeks i have not been updating .
I just dont have the mood and the heart to do it .
Some things are better left unsaid .
I rather to have them bottled up in my heart rather than posting it
letting ppl know .
My inner inner thoughs , will remain secret .
i have my reasons for not posting lahs .
i just dont feel comfortable when loads of peeps know my thoughs,
i just dont feel good .
i haves lots of frustration, anger totally bottled up ,
everyday will get into a conflict with unreasonable teachers,
friends who are just simply stubborn,
endless arguement with my mother everynight for some fcukin stupit reasons .
i just wna tell those people out there who always have conflicts with me .
i dont give you dogs a dam alright ?
if you wna hate me , GO AHEAD !
You know what ?
I DONT CARE !
Why would i wna spending my precious time on losers like you all ?
That's totally adsurd !
Weil, that's me .
I knw i have this kinda stubborn attitude - mixture of Emo, Loud, Guailan, frustrated .
To darlings who i treated tht way before, i'm truly sorry .
i cant control myself you know..it's like the second me ?
Btw, there she goes again !My mother scolding me ONCE AGAIN for eating maggie mee , i mena whats wrong with eating maggie man !At least it taste better than her cooking , which she refers as "healthy", but i think it's awful and bland , i rather cook CHAWANMUSHI with matthew again!
i have to admit it, it's my fate !
Another Btw, today received a shocking news from him :x, that yeah kinda shock me =.=

GOHSHUXIAN(:!

.01 January 2009 ' 1:49 AM Y

Happy New Year!
just come back from Flyer - the restaurant .
thn makan thr,
thn go outside the long long wide walkway thr sit down .
thn order drinks and chips thr waiting for fireworks .
thn got many malays thr ,
wah they make the ambiense like dam RE NAO , matcham party like tht LOLS !
thn..
10 9 8 6 5 4 3 2 1!
HAPPY NEW YEAR !
the fireworks started !
dam nice lah ! so loud !!
i like it !
thn i love the last part lahs !
explode NON STOP !
one firework haven BOMB finish , another come up le !
for 8mins .
thn my ear dam what lahs ..but i enjoy it hahas !
thn go home , jam like siao !
until AYE thr thn no jam ...thn go home shower , thn on com le , later still must 10am wake up , 12 must reached sheila hse for steamboat , must go earlier to help !
but nt so early sleep , watch tv first ...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

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