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GOHSHUXIANY
.04 August 2009 ' 8:50 PM Y
Woke up at 5:55 and rushed to the shower. Gave James a morning call(which i willingly promised him) to make sure he does not oversleep:). FYI, for today & ytd , james managed NOT to take a cab to school *Claps claps . It's never Mission Impossible :D . Walked to school and reached at 7:20 ? Todays's assembly was at parade square, means Penguin can take the chance to talk all she wants , from H1N1 to Sex to Our Parents to something else. Had DEP which was quite enjoyable. Went to WOO, lets all not talk about it, THEY knows why . Took the bus home, had a bad headache. Had dinner, and now im here blogging :D

GOHSHUXIAN(:!





.25 July 2009 ' 10:50 PM Y
Today went to school from 9-1 for drama, which was quite fun.
Ms Anthoney say i improved :D
Then change into and left for boonlay at 1:30pm.
Took Bus 30.
Reached Boonlay interchange at around 2:20pm? rushed to Mr. Bean for a quick drink as i was so thirsty.
Took Bus 241 and reached church on time :D
Meet Le Yan, Wan Qi, Lee Jie & Yun Ting at the lobby.
i think i like today's service alot :D and i like how Pastor Tan preached us!
Then we had dinner at best, another delicious bowl of banmian!
Went to find the basketball court, got abit lost !
We still found another basketball court and stayed there till 9;15pm (:
James, Jodie, Lee Jie, Li Ying, Veron, Le Yan & many more are kind enough to lend me their hands for me to draw on :D
Yeah, then met mummy at Jp and took a cab home :D
TODAY IS GREAT! WHOOOOHO!

GOHSHUXIAN(:!





.13 July 2009 ' 6:38 PM Y
Today was See-Weird-People day :D
Then litereture was....not as expected.
Library was.....TERRIBLE ! OLD BIRD !
The rest was the same as usual.
Amin gave me another packet of Famous Amos cookies:D
HEHE, you are not Ameannnnn today ;D
Then after school , went to IMM with Amin to buy Green Contacts :D
MAXI EYE IS COMFORTABLE !
Then went home, slacked.
Today is a short day, thats all i can say.

GOHSHUXIAN(:!





.11 July 2009 ' 8:43 PM Y
CHC 20TH ANNIVERSARY!(:
Woke up at 12noon & msg Corrina & Samuel .
Left house for church at 1pm .
Reached Boonlay interchange & 2 , saw Samuel , his friend , WanQi & Yunting .
Oh yeah , & WeiSiang (:
During service , sat with KaiXin & Corrina .
KaiXin was totally high about Pastor Zhuang .
"Pastor Zhuang is cute & hot & handsome" , says KaiXin .
Then worship <3>
KaiXin , Corrina & I was writing craps on phamplets :P
After service , went to eat at Second Best .
James sent me to the busstop , took 242 to Boonlay , then 174 .
Reached home , thank god , Mama haven't reached home :D
YAYAY .Today is a wonderful day :D
Btw , Corrina , i hope you are alright kays (:!


GOHSHUXIAN(:!





.08 July 2009 ' 7:44 PM Y
But i still love you mummy & papa .

GOHSHUXIAN(:!





.07 July 2009 ' 8:41 PM Y
i dont want to be at home ,
it's like hell to me .

Why cant i have a happy family like any other teenagers ?
Talk together , eat together , live together , love one another ,
thats seems 100% impossible in my family .
Firstly my parents .
The last time my parents talk was like .... opps , i forgot when they last talk because i had never see them talk before .
They sleep in a different room i think since we moved into this apartment , which is like when i was 4 . They never looked at each other once , not even a glance .=.
Unless you count the number of times my mum rolled her eye when she see my papa talk to me , comes home or doing anything infront of her eyes .
When they need me to pass stuffs to each other for them , my dad would say :"Gei ni ma lah" whihc also means "Give your mother lah" , my mum would say:"Gei na ge ren" , which means "Give that person" .
But my papa was not really affected by my mum rolling-eyes , i suppose he was used to it .
Secondly , My Mum .
She is a typical singaporean mama , v demanding .
But today , i got v fed up .
Just now , i help her to get her Dynamo so she could on the washing machine , she also ask me to buy bread & other stuffs .
I bought all , except for cereals .
Before she even thanks me for wasting my time & energy to buy & take the groceries , she scolded me , for not buying cereal . Terribly .
Just scold scold scold scold scold scold scold & scold .
She don't let me go to church , which i want to , so i had to secretly go for service every saturday .
Everyday ask me go home go home go home , do homework do homework do homework , study study study .
Nevermind , i follow her orders .
i go home , she ask me buy food buy groceries . I buy .
She never say thank you . i buy wrong , scold .
Just now i was munching on some biscuits , watching tv . She just came & grab my half eaten biscuits & throw it away .
Why is she behaving in such a manner ?
But i am glad that me & my bro relationship is good .


[ All of today makes me think through a lot of things that had happen in my family .
i found tears starting to collect in my eyes .
Things didnt seems to change , but it has cut deeper into my heart . ]

Leaving a scar in my memory .

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.24 June 2009 ' 4:24 PM Y
19 June 2009 , SHUXIAN's virgin trip to malaysia (:
Resort : A'Famosa (520 "Hectars") , stayed in a Villa ^^
Super Fun ((:

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